Yeah, Sometimes I Cry in Armenia, & It Is Amazing
I’m standing in the doorway of some shop on Koryun Street, facing the corner like a school kid, and I’m crying. A minute ago, I was having a good time next door at a small, cool bar. Then I saw an old woman appear in the kitchen window. When I asked about her, I was told she’s a lovely woman and even steps out to dance to the DJ sometimes. No doubt she is grateful to have a job and is treated well by her employers. Nonetheless, I was suddenly overcome by emotions I could not quite understand. And as I felt tears inexplicably coming on, I became well aware that I was at a bar in a country I’d moved to less than 48 hours ago—probably not the best moment to grapple with complex emotions. But there they were anyway, out of the blue, as though being pulled up from a deep well that I never knew was there. I grabbed a cigarette, walked out for some air, and cried in that doorway.
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